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Sep. 7th, 2008

yarly

faut-il finir demain

je ne me connais pas aussi.

demain ou ce soir

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n'oublierez-pas, il faut finir tout de suite.

Aug. 30th, 2008

ninj4

me talk pretty one night

welcome to adulthood, fool. what the fck did i just say it sounds like the answer to a lost koan.

this is me on a yoga trip trip trip where i don't seem to know one thing from another and yes this is what you call zen dhyana on the golden road to samadhi, yes this is the glorious road to the eternal orgasmic contractions and undulations seeming and meaning to connect me to you and yours.

at one breath, om the intake, everything is under fire. pent-up is the word, the implosion to be, the sordid accumulation of all that is slobberish human filthy desire, the desire to be angry, to be slobbery, to be drunken with power. comes in the tensions so annoyingly embedded on my back, from the king on the lower back to the queen on the upper back and yes, the neck, neck, solid metal neck. the rush to master one's fate, the rush to take a knife and or something ordinary to tantum cuntum and slash, hack, beat everything to a pulp.

and yes the facade might be there i don't know i'm busy trying to think of nothing. nothing at all. inner peace. master shifu i don't have the answer the answer is not myself the answer is the her, the elusive her and the answer is wrong.

the answer is wrong because it was proven to me by a man i thought to be my friend, but nothing is sure pala in college eh, now this is where you are sure of facades. and yes his name and his honest smiling face and his...happy disposition do not offend me anymore thanks to you, o king and o queen and o cobra and glorious sage marichi and king pigeon and the three warriors and the eight angles which i cannot do yet along with the unreachable crow and peacock. i have achieved inner peace.

and yes the answer now is to dissolve into the great beyond, to get drunk on ideals and the monoliths of virtue. leadership. integrity. honesty. purity. oneness. yama. niyama. asana. pranayama. pratyahara. dharana. dhyana. samadhi. common, universal, generic love. common, universal, generic care. self-control. withdrawal from what you want. withdrawal from what you need. the search for something more, something outside yourself. something that kills yourself so that you can forget about the whole thing the konsepto na ginagawa mong wala dahil iba na ang panahon ngayon padre, nakaranas na ako ng WALA. sorry padre.

and now the answer is to continue mending the unmended the plan that backfired because it only works in movies, oh yes, fool that i am that dared watch a filly flick 30 thousand feet above ground next to a upeep and a horny aussie bastard who did not know that he gave his men's health to a guy who had done half of what it said. yes, films intoxicate and so it is best to pick your movies carefully, movie buffs. tee em.

and yes where is the answer, o infinite void? is it in the praises of guidon or the talks and opps ahead? is it the widening of horizons and the steady increase of fans? is it in an open padabourré? is it in fulfilling the academic wet dreams of a middle-aged professor or being a legend's disciple?

was the her really the answer but i am starting to think otherwise, damn whoever planted the concept of those cans as automatically beautiful. wait. blink, inner peace. in-in-in-inner peace yes this is the answer now, to lull oneself into utopic self-assurances. i have gone from nowhere, to now here.

or so i think. make sans yet?

Aug. 18th, 2008

orlynin

Hmm.

Three situations:

1) Either I am severely degenerating,

2) Cueshe has finally something worth listening to, after four years

3) or both; I just find it worth listening to because of right now.


ah basta puwede, amp

All alone tonight
Waiting for the sun to shine
Starting all over again.,
I'm breaking away
Looking on the other way
Where life is much better

Will I ever let you bring me down
Now it's over, I finally moving on
I won't let you, Let you bring me down

I've finally seen the light
Thought the world is larger than life
It's all I wish for thinking
And taking a fly on a brighter side
Cause life just don't come easy

Aug. 16th, 2008

yarly

whoops,

i've been fooling myself for some time now.
i've just realized how betrayed i ought to be feeling,
as a natural human being.

so here goes,

FUCK YOU.

bow.

Aug. 10th, 2008

wtf

FOR TARA

http://hassledcoed.multiply.com/journal/item/48/THERE_IS_SOMETHING_WE_CAN_DO_FOR_TARA_SANTELICES._PLEASE_FORWARD_TO_EVERYONE_YOU_KNOW.)

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August 8, 2008, 12:00 midnight

THERE IS SOMETHING WE CAN DO FOR TARA SANTELICES. PLEASE FORWARD TO EVERYONE YOU KNOW.

Word spreads around fast and almost everyone has already heard about what happened to our dear friend, Tara Santelices (Assumption Antipolo’s Batch 2003 and Ateneo de Manila University’s Class of 2007, AB Political Science).

On the eve of her 23rd birthday, Tara was shot in the head during a hold-up while riding a jeepney along Imelda Avenue, Cainta, Rizal. Joee Mejias, who was with her at that time, rushed her to Amang Rodriguez Memorial Hospital in Marikina City. The parents of Tara and Joee arrived at the hospital shortly thereafter. When morning came, Tara’s parents finally decided to transfer her to the Medical City, Ortigas Avenue, Pasig City. Since 8:00am of August 6, Tara has been in the ICU fighting for her dear life. Her parents have decided not to push through with the operation.

Although it might seem that there is nothing else that we can do but wait for Tara to wake up from this horrific nightmare, we, the friends of Tara, have decided to raise funds for Tara’s hospital bills. This is the least we can do to ease the unbearable pain her family is going through. We have been given the go-signal from Tara’s dad, Tito Larry, and here are the details:

The temporary bank account is under Anne Marie F. Santelices, Banco de Oro, SA 2140-062201. For direct cash donations, please proceed to the ICU Waiting Room of the Medical City (Ortigas Avenue, Pasig City). Please look for Joee Mejias or Lila Santelices.

Any amount will be gratefully accepted. Anonymous donations are also welcome. Please spread the word. Forward this to your family, friends and even to everyone else you know. Please post this on Friendster, Multiply, Facebook and wherever else you can think of. Please send group messages on Yahoo Messenger. This will mean so much to us, her friends.

Please continue praying for Tara, for Joee and for both of their families. If you want to come see Tara, visiting hours at the ICU are at 9:00 am to 11:00 am and 5:00 pm to 7:00 pm.

Thank you so much for your time and kind consideration.

For inquiries, please contact Joee Mejias (09228154987) for calls and Jac Ledonio (09167243071) or Myka Francisco (09163695148) for text messages.

From http://saffronspeedway.multiply.com/journal/item/19/

Aug. 7th, 2008

skillz

aum

because yoga rocks like anything.

May. 22nd, 2008

gabby

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so i'm shishio? except i'm fighting for love. chaaaa!
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Apr. 30th, 2008

intarnet

JUSTICE AAAAGH



audiovisex.

Apr. 28th, 2008

hellweek

O HAIku

my summer < "hell sem"
this happens every damn year.
it's ridiculous

Apr. 10th, 2008

gabby

may nakatalo na kay chuck norris, i'm sorry.




Who would believe it? HEIL TEKNO VIKING! LOL
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Mar. 29th, 2008

gabby

Lessons.

Things I've learned (some of them re-learned) this semester:

1. Torturing oneself over a paper (or any other major academic requirement at that which requires lots of coffee and thinking and no sleep) is actually pleasurable. I get to see myself think, see my ideas get through, come to life and get dressed, and properly at that. Managing As over soup or a fried, drunken mind just doesn't look glamourous anymore, it looks phallic.

2. But cramming is as glamorous as ever, and its awesome results are still there.

3. Talking to middle-aged bourgeois history teachers can be one of the most grounding things on Earth. For that matter, history and the study of it is a matter of perspective. It is not the facts which pervade throughout history but the perspectives that look upon them.

4. It is one thing to be blessed with a teacher who is extra-lenient to the point of being called an "easy-A" teacher. It is quite another to endure a semester with a highly incompetent noob who passes off as the former by giving tons of bonuses to the point of implying that her students are total ditzes who can't answer her questions for shit and have to be babied throughout a fucking college final exam, let alone a whole course. There is a fine line between both such persons. La travestìa de justiçia académica.

5. The universe, one's life, the themes one experiences, and styles of writing excellent papers as well as other academic and extra-curricular activities always follow a single, coherent, transient trend; and it is imperative that one find or discover at least the semblance of it.

6. Keeping this in mind leads to major ownage in school, life, sex and love. And most other things, I am bound to predict.

7. There is a reason successful long-distance relationships are the exception, not the norm. You may be godlike proficient in communicating, and smart to boot, but ultimately, the thing which makes all the difference is your presence, not your proficiency or your prowess.

7.1. Translated, this mostly means: in studying any other language, it is DISASTROUS to incur even one absence, let alone to maximize one's absences.

8. When you cause negative experiences, the world goes on. It is important that you let it.

9. There will come a time when you will meet something you like best and excel at it the best, and where others . If you do not hold on to it immediately, your life will be robbed of an awesome future.

10. People are predictably unpredictable. As always, change remains constant.

11. What life presents to you to be the most challenging can prove to be the most rewarding. And what is the most challenging is not always the hardest or the hopeless.

12. If you can be consistent in thinking that a day ended without being dead tired is a day ended with leftover potential forever untapped, you can be consistent in a lot of things.

13. Thesis-antithesis-synthesis is not limited to the literary sense. It is universal.

14. It is not so surprising that man is driven to mass dramatic action over the most trivial things, from irk at Jewish ancestry to irk over a simple, inane dress code. What holds more weight are the circumstances present.

15. There are some people (and things, of course) you totally can do without.

15.1. Likewise, there is a limit to effective leadership. When you've done your part, you've done your part.

16. In some cases, a lot of the people one is sexually attracted to often find him/her equally, if not even more sexually attractive. Hence a little more boldness that what Filipinos are usually capable of is in order. But this does not give him reason to think ALL of them are after him; don't push one's luck. In the end, it's hit-and-miss; but worth it.

17. Studying other people's culture can prove to be most relaxing, profound and edifying.

18. I can survive in the corporate world. For that matter, I can own it.

19. If you write down your most sincere (and yet somewhat feasible) wishes on a makeshift marble table, using a paintbrush soaked with water, most of these wishes will actually come true.

20. There are times when you can percieve signs that "inexorably" and "overtly" point to the possibility of the thing you want most, meaning it can actually happen and will happen soon. It is important to be prudent at such times. Remain optimistic, but don't start the habit of expecting. In pop culture, baka ma-jinx. (:

21. A dream is a wish one's heart makes when he/she is fast asleep. ♥

22. Impossible is nothing. ♥
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Mar. 22nd, 2008

wtf

out loud now.

i agree wholeheartedly with lilia.

Feb. 18th, 2008

rawr

EURO SOPH MAJORS: IT'S OUR TIME.

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To my beloved soph Euro majors!
JOIN ME as I take you up a path
of European organization membership and activism,
student empowerment and influence building!

We were never a course to be belittled in the first place.
NOW is the best time to show it to the rest of the Ateneo community.

But of course, I'll need all your help in achieving this.
Our batch has exceptional potential, and we need to tap it
if we really aim for a strong Euro batch and a strong image!

So lend me YOUR support and
VOTE for GABBY DOLLER
for 3rd YEAR EURO COURSE REPRESENTATIVE!

IT'S OUR TIME.

Nov. 30th, 2007

gabby

and now it's teim

for some fabulously shameless plugging.

please vote [ along with your sophomore block! (: ] for entry SIX (6)! http://admu2010.multiply.com/photos/album/8/VOTE_NOW_Batch_2010_Shirt_Design_Contest_ (:

i made it and i think i did a good job (:

thanks!

♥ gabbydee

Oct. 7th, 2007

gabby

LOL

while doing a paper for 14 hours straight, i accidentally made my first poem/rhyme in french

je ne sais pas avant,
mais je t'aime maintenant

BOOM AHLUVET. ((: may mali ba, gel, gretch? (:
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Aug. 5th, 2007

lol

sure.

wow oh wow. thanks a lot people.

Jun. 21st, 2007

wtf

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okay.






...okay.
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May. 27th, 2007

rawr

moar bullets at dusk. reload lol

before i forget

*azureus zure + 512k = PURE WIN o:

*mizuki horii o:

*t3h xw33tn3z has arr1ved. FL7 is h3re t0 pwn, b01zng4ls. FL7 ♥

*butwait! there's moar! as in ZOMFG WTF DECKADANCE ROFLMFAO WIN WTF LOLZ KEK PWN! DECKADANCE! i saliv4t3. :3

*i deid nd w3nt to d4nc3flr h34vn.

*fil 14 = over. d1ggz = not over 8D

*sighsigh lol
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May. 26th, 2007

rawr

bullets at dusk

*summer ends. woyea. roxj. sem1, cnt wait.

*realizations at 0021, after a bit of mild stalking. woohoo, hot hot. j0 make good bestfriends la. w00t.

*sigh midnight. it's...slow. ber slow.

*psych and f(a)il are major failzor. b+, i have come to hate j0. 12 UNITS MIN WTF

*sausage mcmuffin? ah kaya! lul! kek

*thanks xans. para ka nang shobe! wahahaha kek!

*wow, three diggz. i surprise myself.

*marsy is my new Lich. wanna know why?

*still proud of ria. w00t gujab.

*aris atienza. he WINs. ditto for maam ces bulos teh benevolent. TAKE THEM K THX LOL WIN KEK PWN

*same old mantra- haylayf. haylavet. ♥

*missing all of you!

*leaving for teh heart-shaped island. be back soon. love. (:
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May. 22nd, 2007

rawr

rhubarb

birthday ni patsy ngayon.
naka-red spag siya.

happy birthday patsy!

wala lang. (:

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